Monday, August 4, 2008

Meaning of Caroline

Dari awal, gue jarang banget pake nama Caroline sebagai nama sehari-hari atau nama panggilan. Orang-orang terdekat gue, which means my family, my friends, and my best friends, usually call me Zenia or kadang Zen untuk shortened. Baru waktu gue kuliah di pendek-in lagi jadi Ze. Mungkin karena waktu itu gue masih fresh from Jawa Timur, suka banget ngomong se'..se'...se'...bahasa Jawa untuk tunggu, jadilah gue ikutan dipanggil Ze.

Sebenernya sih beberapa orang agak aneh dengan panggilan gue, Zenia, yang berada sesudah Caroline. Dimana-mana 'kan nama depan yang dijadiin nama panggilan, bukan nama yang kedua. Gak ngerti juga gue, kenapa gue dan adik gue bisa beda sendiri.

Caroline itu nama baptis gue, yang juga nama Emak (Oma dari nyokap). Zenia Ivana itu nama yang dikasih bokap-nyokap. Bener-bener gak tau muncul dari mana. Malah tadinya mau pake huruf X, jadi Xenia, tapi takut terlihat aneh sekali, jadinya milih pake Z. Dan Daud itu jelas, family name.

Nama adik gue juga gak beda. Carmelia itu nama baptis. Tizia Ivani itu nama yang dikasih bokap-nyokap, dan supaya kembar dengan gue. Tadinya Tizia mau dikasih nama Vanessa, tapi gak jadi karena terlalu beda dengan nama gue. Dan Daud, family name. Adek gue juga dipanggilnya Tizia. Carmelia jarang dia pake.

Dulu, waktu masih sekolah, SD - SMP, gue jarang nulis nama Caroline. Kalo ditanya Nama, selalu cuma nulis Zenia. It's enough. Everyone seems to know who I was. Dan semua orang tahu kalo nomor absen gue bukan yang paling akhir. Jadi gue gak pernah repot-repot untuk menambahkan huruf C atau kata Caroline di depan nama gue.

Tapi semua itu berubah pas gue SMA. Gue harus nulis nama Caroline di depan, supaya memudahkan mereka melihat buku absen. Ditambah lagi, gue harus siap dipanggil Caroline. Tentu aja, lama-lama toh semua tahu panggilan gue Zenia.

Hal yang sama terjadi lagi waktu kuliah di Untar. Ada beberapa yang manggil Caroline, tapi toh dengan cepat semua tahu nama panggilan gue Zenia, yang berubah lagi menjadi Ze.

Lambat-laun gue jadi mulai menerima nama Caroline sebagai nama gue. Sebagai nama panggilan maksudnya. Karena sekarang, pas di YAI, hampir sebagian besar tau atau manggil gue dengan Caroline (Yeah I know...there's something about why I let them called me Caroline. But, we'll talk about it later). Dan lambat laun gue jadi males aja menjelaskan atau meralat mereka supaya memanggil gue dengan nama Zenia.

Buat gue nama Caroline itu...grand, feminine, and delicate, which I'm not the three of that, bikin gue agak sedikit...jengah menggunakan nama Caroline.

Tapi kalo lihat keterangan di bawah sih...gue banget!!! Hahahaha... not all of it but some of it or a lot parts of it is me.

Read it for yourself. And maybe you can find what your own name means.





What Caroline Means



You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.


You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.



You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.



You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.


No comments:

Free Delivery on all Books at the Book Depository
Please e-mail me directly if you have any question about things that I wrote in this blog at celotehze@yahoo.com